October 31, 2009 – 10:45 pm
writing just to write
feeling ‘ productive’ now
hehehehehehehe
‘embarrassed’
or something
hehehehehehe
‘damn’
’sweet’
omg
your two eyes are like two doves
something
something
something
something
something
your hair is like an eagle
something
something
something
something
something
i should do something
you should do ‘ something’
we should do ‘ something’
baby pictures
October 30, 2009 – 6:38 pm
i went on the computer and opened up firefox internet browser
i minimized it at least 12 times
i stared at the screen for a good 15 mins
i checked my email
no new mail for three days
i felt like listening to music
i typed ‘ hunger ,blood, die’ into the google search
a bunch of shitty ‘ metal band’ lyrics [...]
October 30, 2009 – 4:52 am
cupcakes hehe
‘awkward ” text messages hehe
buying camels
smoking camels
throwing away un smoked paul malls
happy days
sad nights
happy nights
sad days
giant house
little mind
used ‘ american apparel’ sweaters
shoplifted bow ties from ‘the gap ‘
‘awkward’ phone ringing
assholes who talk too much and ‘annoy’ too much
talking with people in a social situation
feeling cool
feeling european
feeling asian
feeling american
going home
going to sleep
feeling tired
feeling stupid
feeling ‘awkward’
feeling [...]
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October 28, 2009 – 10:36 pm
i sat an upright position for 12 hours last night
when it was 4 in the morning i drank some ‘organic’ apple juice
i don’t have a job
i just live off a ‘trust fund’
i attended ’sara lawrence’
i tell people i never went there
because i don’t want to seem like an ‘ elitist’ or something
i just buy stuff [...]
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October 27, 2009 – 9:05 pm
” John Goodman tries to kill Tao Lin “
Tao Lin was walking to a bodega to buy some beer for his wealthy brother, who was staying in his apartment. Tao had a ‘neutral facial expression’. Tao thought about why he felt ‘indifferent’ towards his obese adopted Caucasian brother . Tao Lin’s brother is named Earl [...]
October 25, 2009 – 12:23 am
i am not going to write poems anymore
maybe i am ‘ bad’ at it
wait, no
i am pretty good at it
i ‘ think’
i am gonna stop for awhile
i should focus of on on ‘other stuff’
like ’surfing’ and or ‘ white-collar crime’
both seem ‘ hard’ but they could be a ‘meaningful’ experience to me
i am a ‘retard’
i [...]
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October 23, 2009 – 2:31 am
going to listen to punk in my mind
i will tap my hands on my legs
walking alone, with no i pod
there will be fake punk playing in my mind
from my fake band called ‘ the hungry publicist hot dogs ‘
what is better ‘red heads’ or ‘azns’
i like buying books and never reading them cover to cover
middle [...]
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October 21, 2009 – 6:43 am
i went to buy some food
i am number one
i should eat some dog food
i saw a black horse walking in the street
it fell and died
i laughed
i want to buy red converse\
nobody likes ‘ quiet and nice’ people
i don’t like ‘ quiet and nice’ people
i am boisterous and loud
the part of my brain that made me ‘ worry’ broke
think it [...]
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October 18, 2009 – 7:54 am
i grew up being ‘pure’ and ’sensible’
harmlessly hiding from ‘unhappiness’ by blotting out
the faults of everyone dear to me
when i become an old person
i will scream to the world
you wicked bastards
you sully fuckers
you condemning little shits
my ‘grandchildren’ will stop visiting me
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October 18, 2009 – 5:32 am
i read ‘everyman’ by philp roth today
i drank two ‘energy drinks’ today
i woke up at noon today
i drank some green tea with hibiscus
i talked to a friend on the phone
she talked about jeans from ‘ american apparel’
i felt ‘delirious’ or something
if i had a fish i will name it ‘udayagiri’
if i had a child i [...]
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