November 29, 2009 – 2:50 pm
i’ll write another poem instead of writing an essay for school
last night i was determined to clean my room and write a 1,000 word essay
i was going to text somebody and maybe go somewhere and do something
now i feel like i will spend the rest of my day trying to boost my self esteem enough [...]
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November 29, 2009 – 5:24 am
i feel impending doom
i feel empty
i feel ‘ nothing’
i want to cry or something
i wish i could cry right now
or feel peace inside or something
i feel like my body is numb
fucking body image distortion
‘ damn’
sadness is the only emotion i can feel i guess
i hope someday i will get married
that would be cool
all my life [...]
By andy
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November 29, 2009 – 2:01 am
my name is andy
my name is andy
my name is andy
my name is andymoreno
my name is andy
my name is andy
my name is andy
my name is andy
my name is andy warhol
my name is andy
my name is andy
my name is andy
my name is andy
manual labor is stupid and pointless
i am cool but i am very emotive
i am emotive [...]
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November 26, 2009 – 6:15 pm
sometimes i have stuff to do
sometimes i feel like dyin
i wish i wanted to go home
wait i have no home
the future looks bleak
sometimes i feel like i will live a great life
sometimes i feel like i should die pretty soon
last night i had a dream about jenny lewis and ernest hemingway
jenny lewis and i were [...]
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November 26, 2009 – 3:28 am
all the good
and the bad
cause i’ve been bad
i”ve lied, cheated, stolen, and been ungrateful for what i had
i’ve been ungrateful for what I had
November 24, 2009 – 5:37 am
i wish i was from south america
i wish i from uruguay
i wish i was from montevideo
it’s hard to explain
i wish my head would fall off
hehe
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November 23, 2009 – 5:48 pm
i was in the fetal position
staring at the wall
i felt ‘ fucked’
i than got up really fast
i felt alert
i thought about flowers
i thought about korean churches
i thought about new orleans
i thought about wedding flowers
i thought about wild flowers
i thought about fake flowers
i thought about flowers
i thought about buying flowers
i felt happy
i felt like i was [...]
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November 23, 2009 – 4:26 pm
many existential problems
i am fucked
i lost all motivation
i feel strange
i screamed
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
but those screams are in my head
i just have a neutral facial expression
i should die on a tile floor
i am not brave enough to go like daul kim
i am a used paper cup
i am not worth very much
i wish there was a reset button
i’m too [...]
November 22, 2009 – 8:56 am
i wish my life consisted only of
you sitting next to me and talking to me
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November 20, 2009 – 11:20 pm
i already accepted that i relate to nothing
already accepted that i relate to nothing
already accepted that i relate to nothing
i dont exist
i dont exist
i dont exist
i dont exist
i dont exist
i am not self important
why did you do it
is there really immortality
when i heard about your death
i cried
panic attack
i thought you were beautiful
i think about your [...]
